You are your own stress, your own anger, your own sadness, and frustration. If you let things bother you, they will.

Exactly how I feel right now.

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I have no idea how to introduce this post, so I’m skipping the first paragraph.

During rehearsal on Tuesday, it came to mind that I should see my throat doctor because something didn’t feel/sound right. I went in for a visit on Wednesday and a scope of my vocal cords revealed that the granuloma…

This is really starting to drive me crazy… I get it, I’m young, I’m only 18..but I’m still engaged, and I’m still going to be a bride…and even though I’m not actually getting married for a few years, is it too much to ask to go look at wedding dresses, and feel like a bride for an hour? I barely even feel like I’m actually engaged because it’s so far away and apparently it’s unacceptable to be excited about this when it’s so far away and I’m so young… Who the hell cares if I’m young, I know what I want, and who I want and I’m going to marry him.. so what’s the big deal if I want to look at wedding dresses, or think about what I want my ceremony or reception to be like…apparently wanting to feel like a bride is just too ridiculous for some people to handle… :(

John Lennon<3 (Taken with instagram)

Feels good to be home.

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